Tuhan Ampuni Aku (Fazan ft. Tompi)

I love this so much. It's not only about the great voice of Tompi or the sweet arrangement by Fazan, but also about the meaning and the soul of the music. If only Indonesian musics were as good as this one,,,, *sigh*

Dare to Do a Handstand

I've realized something important in this world .

something that you need to do in order to get something. it is:

"beat your fear by facing and challenging it, a hundred failures but ends with winning is better than hiding away"

that's right. I do feel that sometimes I don't get any better from time to time just because I think too shallow. I'm afraid. yeah, like "It's too dangerous" or "what's the point of doing that?". And it is me who realize the most how useless and meaningless the reasons are. I'm just too coward.

Now I try to break the first wall. I try to do a handstand. what's the point of it? don't ask. It's better that I try than someone who mock but too afraid to try. here is some review (sorry, no photos. Never think it'd work on me)

1st good work : cant get my feet up but can swing them, at least. fear of falling attacked.
2nd good work: made up my mind not to think about falling. and at last my feet touched the wall (I practiced facing my back to the wall)
3rd good work: can do a handstand 2 seconds without wall and 5 seconds with it.

wait for the best part! I'll try my best. :)

What would my child's name be?

yeah, I know this is kind of stupid.

but hey, have you ever imagine if you have your own family, got a beautiful wife you've ever seen (or husband if you're man), and have all the things done to have a newborn.

don't imagine the happiness or adorableness of your lil' cute baby, but think about a name. well after I got a real-like imagination, I got a fuzz thinking about it.

have you thought if your name is different from what it would ever be? yeah, shake-spear has told a quote, "what's the meaning of name" (it's just a simplified one, have no idea about the REAL one) but maybe if we got another name, things would be different, and maybe flipped off the logic.

yeah, some names are really related to the people, like the people with the prefix "soe" (soekarno, soeharto, soekarni, etc) or the name of john (people with that name tends to be something usual you know. the fact is john is the most name in UK), and other things that you or I don't even know. so that's why , it is important. now, what would we name our child? well the name is gonna be used for his/her entire life, and it's in your hand , the baby won't the name , will it. naming him/her with usual name seems quite old-fashioned but in the other hand, naming with a coiled-brain name will make him/her as a mockdump in the future . well I wont like that.

besides, there are some people who see someone by his/her name. you wont marry a girl named "donkey kongko" right? but still , if the name doesn't match the appearance, it's also gonna be ridiculous ("Edward Cullen" with flat face is something). a lot of trouble, and you now you are so blessed that your name is good enough (me too!)

so, the question is "what would my child's name be?

P.S = this post is what inspired me to write this. click to see something interesting! :D